Soul Keeper The (2003)
- THE TRUE STORY OF SABINA SPIELREIN CAME TO LIGHT ONLY RECENTLY... -
...THANKS TO THE DEDICATION OF SCHOLARS AND RESEARCHERS... -
...WORKING IN VARIOUS PARTS OF THE WORLD. -
- THIS FILM IS IN MEMORY OF AN EXCEPTIONAL WOMAN... -
...AND THOSE WHO WANTED TO DO HER JUSTICE. -
Richard, I haven't run away...
...but I wanted to be alone for my last meeting with Sabina.
There's something I haven't told you.
My real name is Marie Franquin Spielrein.
I was born in France, but my family originally came from Russia.
My great-grandparents managed to get out when Stalin came to power.
For years I've been longing to come to Russia...
...to learn all I could about Sabina Spielrein.
You'll undoubtedly wonder, when you hear this message, if we're related...
...since we have the same family name.
Maybe we are, but that's hardly important.
I feel by now...
...Sabina and I are closely related in our souls.
- ZURICH, 1904 -
My head! I've left my head in the carriage!
We really don't know what to do, Professor.
She's been like this for a year now...
...ever since her little sister, Irina, died from pneumonia.
She's getting worse every day.
We've come all the way from Russia.
We thought if we brought her here to you, maybe you could help us.
I won't do it again! I won't, I promise!
I won't do it again, please believe me...
...but don't keep me here, please don't keep me here!
No... no... no!
You filthy old pig!
Tell your slut to get her hands off me!
I'm not your whore!
(Guardian angel... )
(... my mother and father have gone back to Russia and left me here... )
(... frightened. I don't want to be alone.)
(I shall stop eating... )
(... that way when they come back all they'll find will be my clothes... )
(... to my shoes.)
(I'm sorry I shan't be here to see their faces!)
(To my mother, I leave the notes of Tumbalalaika, my favourite song.)
(To my father, I leave nothing.)
(What can grow without rain?)
(What can burn for years without end?)
(A stone can grow without rain... )
(... but only love can burn for years without end.)
So much has been written and recorded...
...about Sabina's treatment in Zurich.
But no-one's ever bothered to find out what happened to her...
...after she returned to Russia.
That's why I wanted to come to Moscow...
...to discover some facts about the White Nursery...
...the infant school where she was last seen.
I've often wondered what fascinated you about Sabina.
Certainly I never imagined that we'd meet...
...as a result of a theft.
(There are rabbits... no, hares, in my room.)
(They're all black and they've got long ears like sheep!)
(I get into bed and they're already there waiting for me.)
(As soon as they see me, they start laughing. I yell at them:)
(..."I'm tired, leave me alone! I don't want to play any more!".)
Good morning, Miss Spielrein.
I'm Dr. Jung.
Professor Bleuler has put me in charge of your case.
Go away! Let me die!
- Why do you want to die? - Because I'm wicked!
That's hardly reason enough.
Anyway, I'm here to stop you.
So, which of us do you think is going to win, Miss Spielrein?
I'd like to try a new treatment with you.
Nothing forced. No cold showers...
...no shackling you to the bed.
It consists essentially in letting you talk.
Whatever comes into your head. You talk, I listen.
Shall I tell you what they do on Mars?
What do they do on Mars?
They don't have babies.
Because no-one makes love on Mars!
How do you know that?
I've been there.
I wish I'd been to Mars.
No-one ever takes any notice when I say things like that.
Do you like children, Miss Spielrein?
...don't be afraid.
You can't cure me, Doctor.
Because you are well, and I am not.
- So? - So...
So you can't understand me.
Do all Russian girls read French newspapers?
Excusez-moi, je n'ai pas le temps!
- Sorry, what? - Leave me alone!
I don't care if you're Russian or you're French.
What you are is a thief!
Does the name Sabina Spielrein mean anything to you?
Give it back!
My name's Richard Fraser...
...I teach history at Glasgow University.
I think your acquisition might be quite useful to me.
Can I at least have a look at it?
- And if not, you'll report me? - Well, it's an idea.
Why don't we go and have a drink somewhere and talk about that?
- Do I have a choice? - Yes, tea or coffee!
I'm sorry if I came on a bit strong, but I'm a historian.
Anytime a document is removed from the official archives...
...it's lost forever. - Monsieur Historian...
...here in Russia anytime a document is consigned to the official archives...
...it is lost forever!
...I'm doing research into the former Soviet Union.
I think the addition of psychoanalysis could be very interesting.
I have an idea...
You speak Russian and English, and you obviously know your way around.
- I need an interpreter... - You want a thief to work for you?
Well, beggars can't be choosers.
Anyway, you can go on with your own research. We can pool our resources.
It's a nice idea...
...but my research grant was not exactly generous...
...and I've used it up. I go back to Paris on Saturday.
Right, I'm not suggesting you work for free. I'll pay you.
Board and lodging, and six hundred dollars a week.
You sing beautifully.
I like sculpting myself, you know.
But I prefer stone to clay.
You're very talented. Where did you learn?
My uncle taught me. In Russia.
- Is he a sculptor? - No, he's an alchemist.
- He taught me how to make paper out of rags. - Did he just?
I'm rather keen on doing experiments that are somewhat...
- What kind of experiments? - I tend to sense things before they happen.
Psychic intuition, if you like.
I've lost my legs.
Do you often fall like that?
- Who's that woman spying on us? - What woman?
There's a woman at that window. She's staring at me.
That's my apartment. I don't see anyone there.
So, Miss Spielrein...
...have you ever fallen like that before?
It happened once.
My cat had some kittens.
I said I wanted to be like her...
...and my father lost his temper.
My mother said there was nothing wrong with me wanting to have children.
After all, I was a woman, wasn't I?
Don't be frightened.
I just wanted to show you how I would have nursed my kittens.
...my doctor is fair-haired and handsome...
...even more so when he smokes his pipe.
Tomorrow I shall ask him if he is married.
I saw you in the garden this morning with your new patient.
- What's wrong with her? - The clinical diagnosis is hysteria...
...but there's more to it.
Why don't you speak to Freud?
This is the first time you've used his method, isn't it?
Yeah... Yes, I'll write to him.
Sometimes I feel you allow your patients...
...to affect you rather too deeply.
It's the only way I know how to heal.
Perhaps she doesn't want to grow up.
Wants to be a child again.
I suspect there's some unresolved Oedipal complex.
Makes her feel so guilty she actually wants to be punished.
The two of you should get along well together then.
I was thinking of you and Freud.
I mean, he's virtually appointed you his son and heir...
...and you look upon him as a father.
I wonder if you'll end up trying to kill each other.
- Good morning. - Good morning.
Professor Fraser booked a room for me...
...Marie Franquin. - Marie Franquin...
Yes, Room 122.
What's going on?
- Did you ask for communicating rooms? - Of course not!
- Well, we can get you another one. - If you want...
I mean, I'm not dangerous. Anyway, we can always keep it locked.
Listen, while you're here...
...could you translate page 138 and 139?
- Yes, of course. - Thanks, and can you not smoke here...
...because the smell'll come through. - Oh yes, I'm sorry.
- Thanks. See you later. - See you.
Don't think, just respond.
- Chair. - Table.
- Soft. - Warm.
- Snow. - Purity.
- Dog. - Cat.
You know, you look like a wild cat sometimes, Dr. Jung.
- Russia. - Home.
I didn't know this could be so much fun.
Just one word, please.
- French. - Wife!
Wouldn't it be funny if your wife ran off with a Frenchman?
It must be so cold in there!
My father used to beat us when we were naughty.
Go on. Father.
Come on, Miss Spielrein. Make the effort.
- Father. - Why should I tell you anything about myself?
You never tell me anything about yourself!
...do you think it's right to bring the dead back to life?
Look me in the eye, Dr. Jung!
- What's wrong? - I have to go.
- Why? - The Russian girl.
I dreamt she ran away.
Darling, come back to bed, it's only a dream!
There she is, sleeping peacefully!
...the translation you wanted. - Oh, thanks.
Why are you so interested in this Sabina Spielrein?
In German, Spielrein means "fair play".
History has forgotten her, and that's not fair.
Yes, but why is it so important to you?
I suppose, in a way...
...that's what I'd like to be, a woman who plays fair.
We can't go on feeding you this way.
Your veins can't stand it.
- It's gone on long enough. - Do you want them to sack me?
Because that's what'll happen.
Why should they blame you?
They'd see your death as proof of my failure...
...the failure of my method.
I don't want you to suffer because of me.
...we should go somewhere a little more cheerful for our session today.
So why don't you get dressed...
...and come with me?
- Two hot chocolates and some cake and pastries, please. - Yes, sir.
The other day you complained that I never told you anything about myself.
Apart from my wife, no-one has ever seen this.
I keep a diary, too.
I take it everywhere with me.
The first girl...
...I was ever attracted to was young, Jewish.
She had a long dark braid that hung down over her shoulder.
- I'm Jewish too, you know. - I know.
Now I feel it's fate that my first patient should be.
- Do you believe in premonitions? - I don't believe, I know.
I wrote my doctoral thesis on so called "occult phenomena".
Do you remember the other day in the garden I was telling you...
Did I ever tell you my grandfather was a rabbi?
He was an expert on the cabala.
He foretold the exact hour and day of his death!
Well, my grandfather...
...had a special armchair set aside for his dead wife...
...and every day he spent at least an hour...
...talking to her spirit!
Do you really care about me, Doctor?
If I didn't, I couldn't treat you.
No, I mean...
...do you care about me from head to toe? - From head to toe.
Do you love me, Doctor?
All clinical cases...
...in one way or another, involve an element of love.
Can I tell you one of my secrets, then?
Sometimes, when I'm alone...
...I touch myself.
I'm terribly ashamed.
There's really no reason to be. Many people do.
Certainly. Me too. Sometimes.
No more than usual.
Were you at the hospital all afternoon?
No, I had to go and see a colleague about a case.
He wants my advise on a patient of his.
What about your Russian girl? How's the treatment going?
Much better. She's finally started to eat.
It just occurred to me that we never buy any cakes.
And with all the cake shops there are in Zurich...
Anyway, I'm pregnant...
...and we never indulge!
Go away! I don't want to see anyone!
Open it, Sabina!
Sabina! Open the door!
- What's going on? - She's blocked the door!
Take her to the second floor!
So much for the Jung method!
What in God's name were you thinking of?
- You've destroyed months of hard work! - She tried to kill herself!
- Release her. - Professor Bleuler said...
I said release her!
I leave for a few weeks and we return to the dark ages!
- Go away, traitor! - Sabina, listen to me.
I am not responsible for what happened over here.
No, I did not abandon you!
I was called up!
In Switzerland we have to do military service once a year.
Why did you try to kill yourself?
No-one here loves me.
From now on, I, and I alone, will look after you.
Swear to me!
Then let go of me.
When I'm dead, I want Dr. Jung to have my head.
Only he is to open and dissect it.
I want my body to be cremated...
...and the ashes to be scattered beneath an oak tree on which is written:
..."I too was a human being".
I've had it since I was a child.
Primitive men used to think that stones had souls, too.
I want you to be the keeper...
...of my soul.
The keeper of your soul?
You see what your patient is up to, Dr. Jung?
Tell her to stop!
Miss Spielrein, please...
With pleasure, Dr. Jung!
(I'm going to be discharged today... )
(... after being in hospital for almost a year.)
(I've started eating regularly... )
(... and even having periods again.)
(Dr. Jung said it would be enough if I see him... )
(... twice a week from now on... )
(... though I'd like to see him more often.)
Would you like to tell me one of your dreams?
We're going to get bored always talking about mine.
Why don't you tell me one of yours?
I'm not sure I should, as your doctor...
...but, as it's you, I'll make an exception.
I'll tell you a dream I had last night.
There was this great big horse, a stallion.
It was kicking and bucking.
Some men were trying to get him under control...
...but he was having none of it.
A little foal trotted by all peacefully.
He suddenly calmed down.
- Master. - Freud.
Freud frightens you...
...and you feel you have to behave like a good little foal when he's around.
It could be that your dream was a symptom of your dissatisfaction.
Our roles have become reversed.
What kind of dissatisfaction did you have in mind?
Your sexual dissatisfaction.
Have I made you cross, Dr. Jung?
You see love everywhere, don't you?
It's the force that drives the world.
You said yourself there could be no cure without love.
- Forgive me. Forgive me. - For what?
At times I can't quite control myself.
I am glad it happens to doctors, too.
Why do you think Judith killed Holofernes?
Surprised to see me here?
Because God ordered her to...
...to save her people.
First she seduces him, then she cuts off his head.
Look at her expression.
Does she really look like someone who's carrying out God's orders?
What are you suggesting, Miss Spielrein?
Look carefully, Dr. Jung.
Her eyes, the sensuality of her mouth...
Her exposed breasts...
Her bejewelled hand...
...which holds his head.
...Judith did not kill Holofernes to obey God.
She killed him because she loved him!
...sometimes you say things that really rather shock me.
As an explorer of the unconscious...
...I shouldn't think anything could shock you.
- What's it going to be? - A trickster.
A mythological figure...
...bringer of light and chaos. - What happened to that...
...Russian girl you were so interested in?
She was discharged.
The treatment was a great success. Bleuler asked me...
...to write a paper on the case for the International Conference.
- Have you seen her since? - No.
Doctor/patient bonds are difficult to break sometimes, aren't they?
What have you done to your hair?
It's nice, isn't it?
I hear you've enrolled in the Faculty of Medicine.
It's all thanks to you.
You suggested I should study psychiatry...
...so I took you at your word.
Please, come in.
Oh, this is for you. I thought you might be interested.
It's my study of a young woman's dreams.
I'm sorry, it's such a mess!
- This place is so... - No, it's lovely!
Please, sit down.
...I keep your soul with me always.
Am I the young woman with the dreams?
- No, it isn't a patient of mine. - Can I offer you something?
No, thank you, I just came round to say hello, and...
You can't leave yet! You've only just arrived.
Would you like to know what I dreamt last night?
Please, tell me.
...I'd prefer to show you.
You know, you...
- You seem so... ...different?
In my dream it wasn't as beautiful as this.
You make me feel things.
Things I've never felt before.
You have to leave.
Will we ever get to spend a whole night together?
How does one get to be so brave?
Your love has to be stronger than your fear.
- Please... - Thanks.
This is the White House.
This is the Russian Government Building.
This is not the White Nursery.
- Excuse me... - What is it?
The White Nursery, not the White House.
- Ah, the White Nursery? - Yes.
Never heard of it.
He's never heard of it.
Come on! Sabina Spielrein's White Nursery!
The International Solidarity School!
It was the first infant school in the world to use psychoanalysis!
You must have a record of it!
Here Moscow Archives, and not British Museum.
- Thanks. - You're welcome.
- Now what? - I have an idea. Fuck you.
So, what's your idea?
If you can't find things via official channels, you do it yourself!
...there's a Russian gentleman asking for you.
- Did he give a name? - No, he just said it's urgent.
- Well, send him in. - Please...
I don't think I've had the pleasure.
Are you sure, Dr. Jung?
I didn't want anyone to recognise me.
Maybe you don't like me dressed like this?
- Good afternoon. - Good afternoon.
Dr. Jung and Miss Spielrein.
- We booked two single rooms. - No. A double room! Remember?
A double room with a double bed!
- Of course. - A nice big double bed, please.
You're so cold.
What's the matter?
I'm just so happy.
Then why are you crying?
That's what my mother used to say when we were small.
She meant to say "blessed"...
...but I think she was right.
I want to have your baby!
Here, now. I want to conceive a child!
What are you saying?
Of course I am!
It was you who first diagnosed it!
But then you cured me...
...so now I'm not mad anymore!
(My dear Professor Freud... )
(... a former patient of mine... )
(... who I have always treated with the greatest respect... )
(... is now threatening to destroy my entire life... )
(... solely because I denied myself the pleasure of giving her a child.)
(She has fallen in love with me.)
(I have become her father, her lover, her husband.)
(What can I do?)
(Asking her to control herself is hopeless!)
I know you'll say it's my fault, Professor.
But logic and reason have never had much effect on passion, have they?
I am guilty! Yes...
...guilty of having fallen victim...
...to my own desire! But as you yourself said...
..."Iove is as close as one can get to psychosis".
Love is madness! Love is madness!
So someone sent an anonymous letter...
...to Sabina's parents...
...telling them about her affair with Jung.
So, who was it?
- Emma. - It had to be.
- She wanted to save her marriage. - How did they react?
Papa Spielrein wrote Jung a letter, saying:
..."My daughter made a God out of you..."
"...and you have behaved like a wretched mortal".
What did Jung do?
He wrote him a nasty letter, saying, in essence...
...since he had treated Sabina for nothing, he had no right to complain.
Okay... What did Sabina do?
She wrote to Freud, asking for advice.
What did he say?
He told her to break off their relationship immediately.
Freud didn't care about Sabina.
Jung had behaved very badly...
...but, at that time, he was still Freud's pupil, so...
Well, he was also a man!
Come in! Why are you standing there like that?
I came here to tell you...
...we have to end our relationship.
Sabina, be reasonable.
- My wife... - Emma doesn't want to lose you!
For the good of all of us, I beg you.
Please, try to repress your emotions.
Please, try to understand.
- We can't have a scandal! - You should try to understand!
You're rejecting the best part of yourself!
Our love's the most beautiful thing in the world.
You love me because I saved you.
- Now I need you to help me. - Help you?
It will destroy me!
- It will destroy both of us! - But isn't that glorious?
No, no! No, it's not!
- Please, listen to me... - I am listening.
We can still see each other. Maybe you can come to my house...
...and become friends with Emma. - What?
Sometimes one must be in order to survive!
Before I met you I had my work, my family...
They didn't frighten me.
Now I'm ill, Sabina.
Give me some of the laugh, the patience that I gave to you.
Don't punish me with your love!
You can't leave me!
You can't leave me!
What are we waiting for?
Something that should interest you.
God, I hope they come.
You wait here. I'll be right back.
So that's what historians do.
They run after receptionists!
What is it?
It's the names of all the children who were in the White Nursery.
Listed by the OGPU and inherited by the KGB.
It's a present for you!
The girl from the hotel... her father was a KGB officer.
They're always a good source of information...
...especially if you're willing to pay.
Would you please tell Mrs. Jung...
...that Miss Spielrein is here to see her?
- Come in, please. - Thank you.
Repress my feelings...
...and become friendly with his wife.
Repress my feelings and become friendly with his wife.
What do you want?
I want him to love me still.
- Good morning. - Good morning.
- Ivan Ionov? - Yes.
My name's Marie Franquin.
This is Professor Richard Fraser, from Glasgow University.
You knew Sabina Spielrein in the White Nursery...
Come in, please.
I should stop pursuing you, Dr. Jung?
Just because you're afraid of love?
How do you do? I'm Dr. Jung's mistress.
We haven't met before, I'm Dr. Jung's mistress.
I'm so glad you could come! I'm Dr. Jung's mistress.
Hello, Dr. Jung's mistress.
I'm sleeping with doctor Jung, I'm his mistress.
My name is Sabina Spielrein, I'm Dr. Jung's mistress.
I came here in order to humiliate you.
But now that I'm here, all I want to do is reassure you...
...tell you that I shall always love you...
...and that I wanted to die, but now I am alive.
And that's your doing. I shall never forget it!
Pardon me, I believe you've mistaken me for someone else.
I must leave now.
And, really, don't worry, I shall never bother you again.
I should like your wife to know...
...that I hold absolutely nothing against her.
I'm sure she's a wonderful person.
She must be, if you chose her.
Tell her that I wish her every happiness.
As I do for you, too.
In the 1920s, Sabina Spielrein...
...qualified as a doctor in Switzerland.
While Lenin was still alive...
...she had returned to Moscow with...
...her husband, Pawel Schaftel, who was also a doctor...
...and their daughter, Renate.
Dr. Spielrein was very keen...
...to make a contribution to the great dream of the Russian Revolution.
Moscow at that time was a city electric with passion...
...with new ideas. People took to the streets every day...
...to demonstrate their desire for change.
What were they looking for?
"Heaven on Earth", as Sabina used to say.
And she was the first to believe it could be attained.
How beautiful Moscow is!
How it's changed!
Do re mi fa sol la si do...
After qualifying, Sabina had specialized in psychotherapy.
And, as soon as she was settled in Moscow, she started running...
...an infant school, known as "The White Nursery".
It was called that because all the furniture in it was painted white.
From the very beginning, Dr. Spielrein...
...put all her theories about infant education into practice...
...and they were very advanced for those days!
Her cardinal rule was to give the children...
...the maximum amount of freedom...
...and the curriculum consisted largely of encouraging creativity...
...teaching music and exploring the mysteries of the human body.
One of the pupils was tremendously violent.
He was always hitting the other children.
He'd been enrolled under a false name.
Only years later did we find out he was Stalin's son.
Not even Sabina had known who he really was.
Is that the one who became a general in the Red Army...
...and went on to become an alcoholic?
...another of his father's victims.
Pawel Schaftel and Sabina...
...got together a few years after her break with Jung.
So much for eternal love!
She wanted to live with love, not die of it!
But she never forgot Jung.
(Dear friend... )
(... when I left Russia there was a Czar.)
(I've come back to find a Revolution.)
(Lenin's going to have his work cut out... )
(... transforming this almost illiterate country... )
(... into a modern democracy!)
(But everyone seems to be rolling up their sleeves... )
(... and I shall try to do my bit too.)
(I think it's the first time... )
(... a psychoanalyst has ever been put in charge of a nursery school.)
(What I'd like to prove... )
(... is that if you teach a child freedom from the beginning... )
(... he will grow up to be truly free.)
(It's asking a lot, I know, and it won't be easy.)
(But I feel passionately about it.)
(A few nights ago, I dreamt I was a horse... )
(... galloping across an endless plain.)
(Perhaps that's what my life is:)
(... an endless plain.)
(It's getting late, and I can't keep my eyes open.)
(Best wishes. The keeper of your soul.)
Sabina Spielrein was truly extraordinary.
She always had time for those children with particular problems.
There was a little boy there...
...who would sit under a table all day...
...with his eyes closed.
His hands were clasped so tight...
...it was as if his fingers were glued together.
Every morning, Sabina would think up some way...
...of coaxing him out of his isolation.
She refused to give up, but however hard she tried...
...it was impossible to get those hands apart.
Then, one day Sabina had a brainwave.
That little boy...
I felt as if my hands were melting.
For the first time in my life, I smiled.
I shall never forget what Dr. Spielrein did for me.
Inside the White Nursery we were all happy.
But outside, after Lenin's death...
...the country started to fall apart.
(My dear friend... )
(... I should be happy today because it is my daughter's birthday... )
(... and because my book of essays is being published.)
(But I hardly feel like celebrating.)
(Our great poet Majakovskij is dead.)
(Accident or assassination?)
(On the radio Stalin said he committed suicide... )
(... and now this is the official version.)
(Will we ever know the truth?)
(With every day that passes, the darkness grows more overwhelming.)
(It creeps into one's innermost being... )
(... and sows seeds of terror.)
(Last month my parents were arrested... )
(... without ever being told why.)
(The truth is... )
(The truth is that no-one dares say loud... )
(... that we are ruled by man who is mentally ill.)
(Do you remember that phrase of Arthur Schnitzler... )
(... the Austrian writer?)
("God created him to be a hero...")
("...but the course of events turned him into a fool.")
(Poor God! Stalin is mad!)
(He was certified by his own doctor, a colleague of my husband's... )
(... who died shortly after having eaten a cake... )
(... in the cafeteria at the Bolshoi.)
Comrade Spielrein, this is yours I believe.
Sign here to say you disown it!
You published it without party permission, and the party...
...does not like what you've written. - What is it the party objects to?
Your theories on freedom of thought...
...and sexual liberation for children...
...are provocative and contrary to Marxist Leninist principles!
Not to mention what you've written about the car!
The car is the symbol of capitalist decadence.
But even Majakovskij had a car.
If I had been Majakovskij...
...I would have been much more careful...
...about having an accident!
I advise you to do as you're told!
"Even if you kill me, even if you bury me, I shall rise again."
Majakovskij, comrade Zorin.
Get on with it!
It hasn't all been forgotten.
You're the living proof.
Pasternak's poems. I'm going to buy it for you.
It's very nice, but I can't read them.
Because historians don't read love poetry?
- No, because they're in Russian. - I could read them to you...
...if you like.
I'm gonna go for a walk.
It helps me sleep.
I'll see you in the morning then.
Take care. Moscow can be very dangerous at night.
You've never been to Glasgow!
- Bye. - See you.
(Guardian angel... )
(... now psychoanalysis too has been officially banned.)
(It's forbidden to treat patients, write about the subject... )
(... even talk about it.)
(I've persuaded my husband to go back to Switzerland to cure his chest.)
(Today my daughter and I are leaving for Rostov, where I was born.)
(I hope to open a clandestine nursery there.)
(There is no news on the radio... )
(... but everyone says that the Germans have invaded Russia... )
(... and the Red Army is retreating.)
(Please God that the Nazis won't get as far as Rostov.)
(We Jews will be the first to suffer if they do.)
(Nonetheless, I have faith in the future.)
(I'm still the usual dreamer.)
(lf I don't keep dreaming, what sense would my life have?)
Richard, I looked in on you before I left.
How strange, we know everything about Sabina...
...but so little about each other.
There's a poem by Pasternak that says:
..."When you can't see into someone's soul..."
"...try going away and then come back."
I haven't run away...
...but I wanted to be alone for my last meeting with Sabina.
My name was Sabina Spielrein.
When I am dead, I want Dr. Jung to have my head.
Only he is to open and dissect it.
I want my body to be cremated...
...and the ashes to be scattered beneath an oak tree...
...on which is written: "I too was a human being."
- SABINA SPIELREIN AND HER DAUGHTER... -
...WERE MURDERED BY THE NAZIS IN 1942 IN ROSTOV. -
- ONLY RECENTLY HAS THE VALUE OF HER WORK BEEN RECOGNIZED... -
...AND ITS INFLUENCE ON BOTH JUNG AND FREUD ACKNOWLEDGED. -
- IVAN IONOV IS THE LAST SURVIVOR... -
...OF THE CHILDREN IN THE WHITE NURSERY. -
- HE IS NOW 84 YEARS OLD... -
...AND ALWAYS KEEPS A PHOTOGRAPH OF SABINA BY HIS BEDSIDE. -
SNL Best Of Eddie Murphy 1998
S Diary 2004
Sahara (with Michael Palin) ep1
Sahara (with Michael Palin) ep2
Sahara (with Michael Palin) ep3
Sahara (with Michael Palin) ep4
Sahara (with Michael Palin) video diary bonus
Sahara interview with Michael Palin
Salaam Bombay CD1
Salaam Bombay CD2
Salaam Cinema 1995
Salems Lot 2004 CD1
Salems Lot 2004 CD2
Salesman - Albert and David Maysles (1969)
Salo Or The 120 Days Of Sodom
Salton Sea The
Salvatore Giuliano (Francesco Rosi 1961) CD1
Salvatore Giuliano (Francesco Rosi 1961) CD2
Samsara 1991 CD1
Samsara 1991 CD2
Samurai - Miyamoto Musashi - 03 - Duel at Ganryu Island
Samurai 2 (1955)
Samurai 3 - Duel At Ganryu Island 1956
Samurai Assassin 1965
Sanbiki No Samurai 1964
Sand Pebbles The CD1
Sand Pebbles The CD2
Sands of Iwo Jima
Santa Claus 2
Sante Trap The
Saragossa Manuscript The (1965) CD1
Saragossa Manuscript The (1965) CD2
Satans Brew 1976
Saturday Night Fever CD1
Saturday Night Fever CD2
Satyajit Ray - Apu Trilogy 2 Aparajito (1957)
Sauvage Innocence 2001 CD1
Sauvage Innocence 2001 CD2
Savage Innocents The 1959
Savage The (2003)
Save The Green Planet (2003) CD1
Save The Green Planet (2003) CD2
Saving Private Ryan CD1
Saving Private Ryan CD2
Saving Private Ryan CD3
Saving Silverman (R Rated Version)
Say It Isnt So 2001
Scalphunters The (1968)
Scanners 1981 CD1
Scanners 1981 CD2
Scar The (1976) CD1
Scar The (1976) CD2
Scarecrow - (Kakashi) 25fps 2001
Scarlet Empress The (1934)
Scarlet Empress The - Criterion Collection
Scary Movie 2
Scene At The Sea A (Japanese)
Scenes From A Marriage (1973) CD1
Scenes From A Marriage (1973) CD2
Scenes from a Marriage CD1
Scenes from a Marriage CD2
Scenes from a Marriage CD3
Scenes from a Marriage CD4
Scenes from a Marriage CD5
Scenes from a Marriage CD6
Schippers van de Kameleon CD1
Schippers van de Kameleon CD2
School Of Flesh The
School of Rock
Scooby-Doo - A Gaggle of Galloping Ghosts
Scooby-Doo - Thats Snow Ghost
Scooby-Doo - The Headless Horseman of Halloween
Scooby-Doo - Vampires Cats and Scaredy Cats
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Scooby-Doo 2 Monsters Unleashed
Scooby-Doo and the Legend of the Vampire
Scooby Doo Project The
Scorpion King The
Scream 3 CD1
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Secret Agents 2004
Secret Agents Into the Heart of the CIA
Secret Ballot 2001
Secret Lives of Dentist The
Secret Window 2004
Secret life of Walter Mitty The (1947)
Secret of My Success 1987 CD1
Secret of My Success 1987 CD2
Secret of the Ooze The
Secret of the Sword
Secrets of Women
Seducing doctor Lewis
See Spot Run
See no Evil Hear no Evil
Seinfeld Chronicles The
Sense and Sensibility (1995)
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Seppuku (aka Harakiri) CD2
Serpents Egg The
Setup The (Robert Wise 1949)
Seven (1995) CD1
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Seven Brides for Seven Brothers
Seven Days in May (1963)
Seven Samurai (1956)
Seven Year Itch The
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Seventh Seal The - Criterion Collection
Seventh Sign The
Sex Is Comedy
Sex Lies And Videotape CD1
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Sex and Lucia (Unrated Spanish Edition)
Sex and Zen
Sex and the City 3x13 - Escape From New York
Sex and the City 3x14 - Sex And Another City
Sex and the City 3x15 - Hot Child in the City
Sex and the City 3x16 - Frenemies
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Sex and the City 3x18 - Cock A Doodle Do
Sex is zero
Sex lives of the potato men
Sexo Con Amor 2003
Sexy Beast 2000
Shadow The Universal
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Shadow of the Vampire
Shadows In Paradise
Shadows and Fog
Shakespeare In Love
Shall We Dance
Shanghai Knights CD1
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Shaolin Soccer UnCut (2001) CD1
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Shaolin Temple CD1
Shaolin Temple CD2
Shaolin Temple The 1979
Shape Of Things The
Shark Tale CD1
Shark Tale CD2
Sharp Guns (2001)
Shaun of the Dead (2004)
Shelter Island 2003
Sherlock Holmes - Hound of the Baskervilles
Sherlock Holmes - The Eligible Bachelor
Sherlock Holmes - The Last Vampyre
Sherlock Holmes - The Master Blackmailer
Sherlock Holmes - The Pearl Of Death 1944
Sherlock Holmes - The Sign of Four
Sherlock Holmes 1x01 - A Scandal In Bohemia
Sherlock Holmes 1x02 - The Dancing Men
Sherlock Holmes 1x03 - The Naval Treaty
Sherlock Holmes 1x04 - The Solitary Cyclist
Sherlock Holmes 1x05 - The Crooked Man
Sherlock Holmes 1x06 - The Speckled Band
Sherlock Holmes 1x07 - The Blue Carbuncle
Sherlock Holmes 1x08 - The Copper Beeches
Sherlock Holmes 1x09 - The Greek Interpreter
Sherlock Holmes 1x10 - The Norwood Builder
Sherlock Holmes 1x11 - The Resident Patient
Sherlock Holmes 1x12 - The Red Headed League
Sherlock Holmes 1x13 - The Final Problem
Sherlock Holmes And The House Of Fear 1945
Sherlock Holmes And The Spider Woman 1944
Sherlock Holmes And The Voice Of Terror 1942
Sherlock Holmes Faces Death 1943
Sherlock Holmes Returns
Sherlock Holmes The Eligible Bachelor
Sherlock Holmes The Scarlet Claw 1944
Sherlock Holmes in Washington 1943
Shes All That
Shes So Lovely
Shes out of control
Shes the One
Shield The 2x01 - The Quick Fix
Shield The 2x02 - Dead Soldiers
Shield The 2x03 - Partners
Shield The 2x04 - Carte Blanche
Shijushichinin No Shikaku (1994 aka 47 Ronin)
Shiki-Jitsu (Hideaki Anno 2000)
Shin Zatoichi monogatari (1963)
Shinjuku - Triad Society (Takashi Miike 1995) CD1
Shinjuku - Triad Society (Takashi Miike 1995) CD2
Ship of Fools CD1 (Stanley Kramer 1965)
Ship of Fools CD2 (Stanley Kramer 1965)
Shiver Of The Vampires The
Shocking Asia CD1
Shocking Asia CD2
Shogun 1980 Part 1
Shogun 1980 Part 2
Shogun 1980 Part 3
Shogun 1980 Part 4
Shogun 1980 Part 5 and 6
Shogun 1980 Part 7 and 8
Shogun 1980 Part 9 and 10
Shop Around The Corner The 1940
Short Circuit 2
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Short Cuts CD2
Short Film About Killing A (1988)
Short Film About Love A (1988)
Short Film About Love A 1988
Shot In The Dark A
Show Me Love
Shredder (Greg Huson 2003)
Shriek if You Know What I Did Last Friday the 13th
Shuang tong (2002)
Sib - The Apple
Siburay Bate Cafe
Sicilian The 1987 CD1
Sicilian The 1987 CD2
Siege The (1998)
Silence of the Lambs The
Silencers The (Phil Karlson 1966)
Silent Trigger 1996
Silver Streak 1976
Simon and Garfunkel - The Concert in Central Park
Simon of the Desert
Simpsons 01x01 - Simpsons Roasting Over An Open Fire
Simpsons 01x02 - Bart The Genius
Simpsons 01x03 - Homers Odyssey
Simpsons 01x04 - Theres No Disgrace Like Home
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Simpsons 01x06 - Moaning Lisa
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Simpsons 01x08 - The Telltale Head
Simpsons 01x09 - Life on the Fast Lane
Simpsons 01x10 - Homers Night Out
Simpsons 01x11 - The Crepes Of Wrath
Simpsons 01x12 - Krusty Gets Busted
Simpsons 01x13 - Some Enchanted Evening
Simpsons The 05x01 - Homers Barbershop Quartet
Simpsons The 05x02 - Cape Feare
Simpsons The 05x03 - Homer Goes To College
Simpsons The 05x04 - Rosebud
Simpsons The 05x05 - Tree House Of Horror
Simpsons The 05x06 - Marge On The Lam
Simpsons The 05x07 - Barts Inner Child
Simpsons The 05x08 - Boy Scoutz N The Hood
Simpsons The 05x09 - The Last-Temptation Of Homer
Simpsons The 05x10 - $pringfield
Simpsons The 05x11 - Homer The Vigilante
Simpsons The 05x12 - Bart Gets Famous
Simpsons The 05x13 - Homer And Apu
Simpsons The 05x14 - Lisa Vs Malibu Stacy
Simpsons The 05x15 - Deep Space Homer
Simpsons The 05x16 - Homer Loves Flanders
Simpsons The 05x17 - Bart Gets An Elephant
Simpsons The 05x18 - Burns Heir
Simpsons The 05x19 - Sweet Seymour Skinners Baadasssss Song
Simpsons The 05x20 - The Boy Who Knew Too Much
Simpsons The 05x21 - Lady Bouviers Lover
Simpsons The 05x22 - Secrets Of A Successful Marriage
Sin noticias de Dios
Sinbad - Legend Of The Seven Seas
Since Otar Left 2003
Since You Went Away CD1
Since You Went Away CD2
Sinful Nuns of Saint Valentine
Singin in the Rain
Singing Detective The
Singles (2003) CD1
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Sink The Bismarck
Sinnui yauman II
Sister Act 2 - Back in the Habit CD1
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Six Days Seven Nights
Six Degrees of Separation (1993)
Six Feet Under
Six String Samurai
Six Strong Guys (2004)
Sixteen Candles CD1
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Sixth Sense The
Skammen (Shame Bergman 1968)
Skazka o tsare Saltane
Skulls The (Collectors Edition)
Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow
Slap Shot 2
Sleepers (1996) CD1
Sleepers (1996) CD2
Sleepless in Seattle
Sleepy Hollow 1999
Sleuth (Mankiewicz 1972) CD1
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Sliding Doors 1992
Sling Blade CD1
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Small Change (FranÇois Truffaut 1976)
Small Time Crooks 2000
Smell of Fear The
Smokey and the Bandit
Snake Of June A (2002)
Snake Pit The
Snatch - Special Edition
Snow White And The Seven Dwarfs 1937
So Close 2002
Sobibor 14 Octobre 1943
Solaris (Tarkovsky) CD1
Solaris (Tarkovsky) CD2
Solaris - Criterion Collection
Solaris 2002 - Behind the Planet
Solaris 2002 Inside
Soldaat Van Oranje 1977 CD1
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Soldiers Story A (Norman Jewison 1984)
Solomon and Sheba CD1
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Sombre 25fps 1998
Some Kind of Monster CD1
Some Kind of Monster CD2
Something The Lord Made CD1
Something The Lord Made CD2
Somethings Gotta Give CD1
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Son In Law
Song of the South
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Soul Guardians The (1998) CD2
Soul Keeper The (2003)
Sound of Music The
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South Park 01x06 - Death
South Park 01x07 - Pinkeye
South Park 01x08 - Jesus VS Satan
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South Park 01x10 - Mr Hankey the Christmas Poo
South Park 01x11 - Toms Rhinoplasty
South Park 01x12 - Mecha Striesand
South Park 01x13 - Cartmans Mom is a Dirty Slut
Soylent Green 1973
Spanish Prisoner The CD1
Spanish Prisoner The CD2
Spark the Lighter
Spartacus 2004 CD1
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Spartacus Fixed 1960
Spartan 2004 CD1
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Spawn (Directors Cut)
Species 3 CD1
Species 3 CD2
Speed 2 - Cruise Control
Spellbound (Hitchcock 1945)
Spider Man 2 CD1
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Spies Like Us 1985
Spirit of the Beehive
Spirited Away CD1
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Spirits of the Dead 1968 CD1
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Spongebob Squarepants The Movie
Springtime In A Small Town
Spun (Unrated Version)
Spy Who Came In from the Cold The
Spy Who Loved Me The
Spy Who Shagged Me The - New Line Platinum Series
St Johns Wort - (Otogiriso) 25fps 2001
Stage Beauty 2004
Stage Fright 1950
Stalker 1979 CD1
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Star Trek Generations CD1
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Star Wars - Episode II Attack of the Clones
Star Wars - Episode IV A New Hope
Star Wars - Episode I The Phantom Menace
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Star Wars Episode 5 (Empire Strikes Back) CD1
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Star Wars Episode 6 (Return of the Jedi) CD1
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Stargate SG1 1x01 Children of the Gods
Stargate SG1 1x02 The enemy Within
Stargate SG1 1x03 Emancipation
Stargate SG1 1x04 The Broca Divide
Stargate SG1 1x05 The First Commandment
Stargate SG1 1x06 Cold Lazarus
Stargate SG1 1x07 The Nox
Stargate SG1 1x08 Brief Candle
Stargate SG1 1x09 Thors Hammer
Stargate SG1 1x10 The Torment of Tantalus
Stargate SG1 1x11 Bloodlines
Stargate SG1 1x12 Fire and Water
Stargate SG1 1x13 Hathor
Stargate SG1 1x14 Singularity
Stargate SG1 1x15 The Cor AI
Stargate SG1 1x16 Enigma
Stargate SG1 1x17 Solitudes
Stargate SG1 1x18 Tin Man
Stargate SG1 1x19 There but for the Grace of God
Stargate SG1 1x20 Politics
Stargate SG1 1x21 Within the Serpents Grasp
Stargate SG1 2x01 The serpents lair
Stargate SG1 2x02 In the line of duty
Stargate SG1 2x03 Prisoners
Stargate SG1 2x04 The gamekeeper
Stargate SG1 2x05 Need
Stargate SG1 2x06 Thors chariot
Stargate SG1 2x07 Message in a bottle
Stargate SG1 2x08 Family
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Stargate SG1 2x11 The tokra part 1
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Stargate SG1 2x13 Spirits
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Stargate SG1 2x16 A matter of time
Stargate SG1 2x17 Holiday
Stargate SG1 2x18 Serpents song
Stargate SG1 2x19 One false step
Stargate SG1 2x20 Show and tell
Stargate SG1 2x21 1969
Stargate SG1 3x01 Into The Fire II
Stargate SG1 3x02 Seth
Stargate SG1 3x03 Fair Game
Stargate SG1 3x04 Legacy
Stargate SG1 3x05 Learning Curve
Stargate SG1 3x06 Point Of View
Stargate SG1 3x07 Deadman Switch
Stargate SG1 3x08 Demons
Stargate SG1 3x09 Rules Of Engagement
Stargate SG1 3x10 Forever In A Day
Stargate SG1 3x11 Past And Present
Stargate SG1 3x12 Jolinars Memories
Stargate SG1 3x13 The Devil You Know
Stargate SG1 3x14 Foothold
Stargate SG1 3x15 Pretense
Stargate SG1 3x16 Urgo
Stargate SG1 3x17 A Hundred Days
Stargate SG1 3x18 Shades Of Grey
Stargate SG1 3x19 New Ground
Stargate SG1 3x20 Maternal Instinct
Stargate SG1 3x21 Crystal Skull
Stargate SG1 3x22 Nemesis
Stargate SG1 4x01 Small Victories
Stargate SG1 4x02 The Other Side
Stargate SG1 4x03 Upgrades
Stargate SG1 4x04 Crossroads
Stargate SG1 4x05 Divide And Conquer
Stargate SG1 4x06 Window Of Opportunity
Stargate SG1 4x07 Watergate
Stargate SG1 4x08 The First Ones
Stargate SG1 4x09 Scorched Earth
Stargate SG1 4x10 Beneath The Surface
Stargate SG1 4x11 Point Of No Return
Stargate SG1 4x12 Tangent
Stargate SG1 4x13 The Curse
Stargate SG1 4x14 The Serpents Venom
Stargate SG1 4x15 Chain Reaction
Stargate SG1 4x16 2010
Stargate SG1 4x17 Absolute Power
Stargate SG1 4x18 The Light
Stargate SG1 4x19 Prodigy
Stargate SG1 4x20 Entity
Stargate SG1 4x21 Double Jeopardy
Stargate SG1 4x22 Exodus
Stargate SG1 5x01 Enemies
Stargate SG1 5x02 Threshold
Stargate SG1 5x03 Ascension
Stargate SG1 5x04 Fifth Man
Stargate SG1 5x05 Red Sky
Stargate SG1 5x06 Rite Of Passage
Stargate SG1 5x07 Beast Of Burden
Stargate SG1 5x08 The Tomb
Stargate SG1 5x09 Between Two Fires
Stargate SG1 5x10 2001
Stargate SG1 5x11 Desperate Measures
Stargate SG1 5x12 Wormhole X-Treme
Stargate SG1 5x13 Proving Ground
Stargate SG1 5x14 48 Hours
Stargate SG1 5x15 Summit
Stargate SG1 5x16 Last Stand
Stargate SG1 5x17 Failsafe
Stargate SG1 5x18 The Warrior
Stargate SG1 5x19 Menace
Stargate SG1 5x20 The Sentinel
Stargate SG1 5x21 Meridian
Stargate SG1 5x22 Revelations
Stargate SG1 6x01 Redemption Part 1
Stargate SG1 6x02 Redemption Part 2
Stargate SG1 6x03 Descent
Stargate SG1 6x04 Frozen
Stargate SG1 6x05 Nightwalkers
Stargate SG1 6x06 Abyss
Stargate SG1 6x07 Shadow Play
Stargate SG1 6x08 The Other Guys
Stargate SG1 6x09 Allegiance
Stargate SG1 6x10 Cure
Stargate SG1 6x11 Prometheus
Stargate SG1 6x12 Unnatural Selection
Stargate SG1 6x13 Sight Unseen
Stargate SG1 6x14 Smoke n Mirrors
Stargate SG1 6x15 Paradise Lost
Stargate SG1 6x16 Metamorphosis
Stargate SG1 6x17 Disclosure
Stargate SG1 6x18 Forsaken
Stargate SG1 6x19 The Changeling
Stargate SG1 6x20 Memento
Stargate SG1 6x21 Prophecy
Stargate SG1 6x22 Full Circle
Stargate SG1 7x01 Fallen
Stargate SG1 7x02 Homecoming
Stargate SG1 7x03 Fragile Balance
Stargate SG1 7x04 Orpheus
Stargate SG1 7x05 Revisions
Stargate SG1 7x06 Lifeboat
Stargate SG1 7x07 Enemy Mine
Stargate SG1 7x08 Space Race
Stargate SG1 7x09 Avenger 2 0
Stargate SG1 7x10 Birthright
Stargate SG1 7x10 Heroes II
Stargate SG1 7x11 Evolution I
Stargate SG1 7x12 Evolution II
Stargate SG1 7x13 Grace
Stargate SG1 7x14 Fallout
Stargate SG1 7x15 Chimera
Stargate SG1 7x16 Death Knell
Stargate SG1 7x17 Heroes I
Stargate SG1 7x19 Resurrection
Stargate SG1 7x20 Inauguration
Stargate SG1 7x21-22 The Lost City I n II
Starship Troopers (Special Edition)
Starship Troopers 2
Story Of A Kiss
Strange aventure de Docteur Molyneux
Street Of Love And Hope (Nagisa Oshima 1959)
Street of shame (Akasen chitai)
Streetcar Named Desire A
Summer Tale A 2000
Sunday Lunch (2003)
Super 8 Stories
Superman IV - The Quest for Peace
Surviving the Game
Swedish Love Story A (1970) CD1
Swedish Love Story A (1970) CD2
Sweetest Thing The (Unrated Version)
Swordsman III - The East is Red
Sylvester - Canned Feud (1951)
Sylvester - Speedy Gonzales (1955)
Sylvester and Elmer - Kit for Cat (1948)
Sylvester and Porky - Scaredy Cat (1948)
Sylvester and Tweety - Canary Row (1950)
Sylvester and Tweety - Putty Tat Trouble (1951)
Sylvester and Tweety - Tweetys SOS (1951)